Please Kill Me Before I Die

from HAHA High School by American Soy Sauce

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This was a song written in a really dark, depressing, and lost time in Matt's life. During the writing process it was too sad to listen to while playing it over to get the right sound, so he wrote the final bit of the song to be somewhat uplifting.

This song is about dealing with depression and overcoming that depression.

lyrics

tape recording windows shut the fans not blowing anymore
voice is cracking im in a rut, the words dont come out anymore
and i cry, i hope i die but not by my own hands
take my life, take my life, take it from me and do it quickly

the engines groaning and the gear is shifted, my eyes are falling down the road
your car horns blaring my legs have lifted, the tires spinning awfully low
and i rely, on the guardians at my back wanting them to take me, but not by my own hands
take my life, take my life, take it from me and do so swiftly

depression setting my pleas unanswered, dont feel so alone
happiness gathered i say yes sir, you are always at home
and i will lie, with my burdens with me and acceptance of everything that has passed
dont take my life, please dont take my life, i am happy so damned and nifty

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from HAHA High School, released April 12, 2014

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